new people. new places. More drama but i am more then ready to take on the world. All by my self. I'm ready I think!

new friend

I have a new friend and he is sweet kind and funny and such a gentleman. we talk on the phone for hours at a time some time we fall a sleep on the phone together but i really like his guy and his in the army and he just can light up a room just buy what he says man his is something amazing my mom likes him my day doesn't care but he likes him just course his in the army but i just like him for being himself

morning madness

This morning my cousin had her baby girl she weights 7lb. and 6oz. and 16inch long. she is truly beautiful .My cousin mother wouldn't hold the baby but she is now and don't want to let her go. My cousin and her baby's father don't get a long for anything, but he loves his baby girl and love my cousin for his baby girl she gave birth to this morning. On the other hand i woke up late mess the bus and first period and most of second, but I'm tied and hunger and just trying to make it though the day. I made it to the class I love the most 5Th period with Ms.AL and my peps. Can you dig it!!!lol (insider 5Th period.) The day will go on and it will in away get better if you no what i mean. this is J.T. out on boonalo reports.



Thank you and have good day.

words for my mother

Mama I know I get on your nerves sometimes as the person you made me. Stronger than most teens you see today. I have no children I have never been to jail. I may do some dumb stuff but it’s nothing you aint all ready heard. Just wanting to let you know how much I love, respect, and try to hold onto you. You are the rock that holds us down from scraped knees to broken hearts you are the one. Still no mater what you do you always have the plan when times get rough. Because you faith in god is so strong you make me have faith in god and whatever I archive and in all my goals. Nobody knows gods plan for me and you but I love god and then I love you but most of all you taught me how to love myself and gods love for me shines throw you. If nobody ever tells you before you go to heaven I love you though my soul. I LOVE YOU MOMMY

heavy heart

i carry an heavy heart fie this guy that i care so much a bot but his crazy life is make in me sick by the day i try to tell him to com it down its not good for you stop your going to in up in jail or worst die he doesn't listening but a few mouths go by and his son is born i was trying to leave the crazy life alone and it took in from is son for life the only way the son see him is though a glass window

lies there a broken heart

IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS

In your wildest dreams you could never see what I see it would have you wake up screaming to the top or you lounges it with creep you out. In you wildest dreamers you could fly to the moon but in my dreams the moon lands on top of me the world is crushing my shelters I'm kicking and screaming for help but no one come and I an soon a loud noses a wakes me its my alarm clock time for school

loving some one

what do you do when you love someone and you don't know if they still love you back and what kind or they still love you the same way you love then or if they love you cousin more then you or if they still want you. I love someone with my soul and I want to no does he still love me the way I love him i forgave him and all in between I love him so much I want to feel his embrace and me sleeping in his arms and him holding me when my days gone all wrong and he way he looks at me when he See's me I really never know what i had tell i mess up and I want him back in my life but my cuzo Brock my promise and seeped with him and it just hurts so much just knowing that I want to just sit in my room and down some liquor bottles and i have hit rock bottom over him I just want him back.